Way less sad
Today I was looking back at my FaceBook memories , from 7-9 years ago. I realized how lost , anxious and sad I was. In college ,when I became a full time student with a part time job, I gave up so much of what brought me joy and kept me grounded in my faith. It was all because I was "too busy" ( even though I wasted my time procrastinating on assignments but still getting good grades about 75% of the time). Recently I realized God wasn't distant, I was. I was going through the motions and trying to appear as fine IRL. Those posts screamed for attention but that wasn't what I needed. I've found that in these past 2- 3 years I've been finally getting into a better place. Yes teaching was stressful , I got some tough news ( twice). I realized I shouldn't keep trying to slide by as I always had. I started taking better care of myself but also taking time to help other people. I branched out and met alot of great women. I started making time for hobbies I ...